My life has turned pretty busy these last weeks; in fact I don't actually have free time. Never mind, I like that because keeps my mind busy in another stuff instead of what makes me feel not so good.
I'm on my way to my whole life dream.
- My first dance class day was today
- I'm on a carrer I love
Apart from these, the fact that I'm meeting new COOL people, who minds the same as me. Anyway, turning back to my topic threat I always talk on the blog, I've found that, for some reason my ex-callhimwhateveryouwant hasn't got a facebook, anymore. Don't know if he blocked it or something, but the fact is I feel more free, like FREE. I always were afraid about what he will know of me about HIM! This is stupid, but the fact is everyday I'm more apart from that person, makes me feel better, though I wanna be with him. It's weird.
Nobody understands why I don't wanna be relate in any way with this guy, when I actually wanna do. Sometimes I think is because I know somewhere deep in my soul that I deserve something better, that I REALLY want something better; someone who really fits with me. Hope y'all know what I mean.
This entry is getting very personal & open, so I decide to not lie me anymore & to anyone, the fact was I've never been FRIENDS (what you call buddie) with this person, though we knew enough 'bout each other, & we shared a lot of things, but I knew & know wasn't real. But I don't mean like resentfully, is the fact ww never share TRUE things, so I've found that TODAY, that all this thing I've been through the whole last year, helped me, yeah, but I figured out too that when you start to grow up, some things just don't mind like anymore as they did before. You remember them as water that flowed once time ago.
What I mean with all of this is LEARNINGS are one of the most important things in life to become better.