Lately, I've been feeling weird, alone & a sort of a stupid girl who believes that her believes are gonna get her somewhere; I'm not telling I actually am like that, but pushing hard makes you feel sometimes, tired & find out hard work is not enough. It's a matter of time & know that almost always everyone is gonna have what they want as quick as they can and they get it; and you're there expecting & nothing comes. Pushing, pushing... nothing. In those times I feel emotionally weak, my soul arms feel like giving up.
Anyway, in a way or another I end up getting strengh from somewhere inside of me.
The matters is right now my state of mind is sometimes hard work is not enough, I need way too much FAITH