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In those times when convictions and dreams get in the very same road, and both of them pull me so bad.
One makes my heart happy, the another one makes my soul feel alive; I could fit them both in the very same box but at some point I couldn't handle it because I'm not that kind of person who knows how to stand up for what she thinks it's good. This world doesn't do these things your way.
If you like it, that's alright, if you don't, that's also alright and you've got the door there.
If you've got to the point where you get to the very bottom to see what you love more, you know what I mean.
Where your pillow is full of tears, you're abandonding yourself and you make up your mind that's better have Him forever in your arms than anything, throwing your very deep dreams to the sea to see what turns out from it in His hands.