Have you ever felt out of place?
Like friends are talking to you, about how awesome is to come along with some buddie they wanted, and you don't even, & really care. Not, in a mean way; like seriously I don't give anything to what you say, it's irrelevant to my life. I'm happy for you, you & me know, we've been waiting for that too long, but it's just I don't mind, not like before.
I've changed a lot. And it's weird. I feel weird.
I've never been like this, but maybe I'm becoming mature too soon or what?