I've got thousands things to write down, all or most of them are happy ones! I'll talk about victory, forgivness, heart mended. So let's start.
Oh maybe, well in the course of this little entry, everything is gonna flow, as always.
First of all found out a little about the real meaning of forgivness or maybe something close but this just means for me: when you set out & wanna forgive one person hurted you, wanna really do it; you know, you wanna do your best & try very hard to re-start the feeling 'bout that person.
But there's a simple & significant little cue, you should know, there're gonna be times after the "epic forvigenner moment" when something at your mind is gonna tell you, that nothing is heal, nothing is fine, that you just haven't forgive & forget anyone. So, me plus my heart & soul figured out this time that every single morning when you wake up, & you feel the same shit as always because of that trouble, repeat & be conscious that part of this fogivness's job involves forgiving everyday what that person made to your life, even if you don't feel it, just for the fact you wanna feel fine about you & with you. I'm not meaning you should deny reality but the heart is gonna start to get better everytime you say "Man, I forgive you", even if he's not around or even alive. Just forgive, cry, let every single bad thing out & restart. Never is too late to be happily heal.
Personally, I will always love that guy, & everytime you're around I'm gonna wish you the best as always! But this time I face the life with a fearless heart