Well, I think, all became too twisted, my mind at some point doesn't know if being way too positive is right, or being way too negative is bad. I mean I'm in the middle; so many things. Fearless things I gotta to face at this time. A lot of them. Reaffirming things, getting a little down because of them, but it's alright because I don't get sad, or I wanna myself to burry deep.
I mean is to believe all over again, that...
- ...there ARE second chances
- ...some guy out there is gonna love me just as I am
- ...he's not the one, becuase it's just like that.
- ...that I can make my life an adventure without being dependt with somebody.
- ...I will get into CESYT College
It makes my feel down, yeah. But this time I kn
ew this were coming, I always see it; the fact is I never wanna face it.
And while I'm thinking about all this, I'm thinking all over again about taking a trip, a long and far far away trip.
And thanks to God, I've to offers so choose, I just need time & all of that will come true, probably I actually need to renew myself.
As far as I'm living all over again, I just really need to restart, remember myself that I can see these things from another perspective.
So, goodbye for now.