You know all my childhood I've spent it falling in love with handsome guys who would never lay their eyes on me, time passed by and those guys started to get a little bit mean, saying things that would rip my confidence apart.
Most of my teenage I've spent it falling in love with cute guys with good manners, but this time destiny and low self-steem didn't let me make a move at all, I had my first broken heart at that age even though I didn't date anybody, but I knew how it feels not being able to breath normally or being happy to wake up every morning but hey I moved on and looking my past from here, it made a stronger person with a stronger confidence, being able to know who I am.
Now, today have been three days since I've turned 21, and in spite of all I've been through I have learned to handle my self alone and I'm not saying that I won't give my heart to anybody but knowing that it's an amazing age to spend my singleness to its full and I'm loving it!!!
I feel flattered when people flirt with me but sincerely I don't need it to death to feel myself worthy because it doesn't determinate if I'm pretty or not. Anyway, as far as I know there's thousands guys who worths going out with but I'm fine like this; and I believe that it will come a day when I officialy will fall for somebody and that person would be everything I've always expected since I had crush on boys.
I'm glad for being like this and I believe that when I will stand down the aisle all the broken hearted times, tears and regrets won't matter anymore because I will know that I had to get through all that bad things to be who I am.
I'm worthy because God loves me and I'm beautiful to His eyes, I don't need a human to tell me so because I find my identity in Christ.
Hope y'all can enjoy being single as I'm doing! Xxxxx