It's seems like a cycle, a repetive one and I'm tired of it.
A little bit of here, a little bit of there, and I can't find a balance, I blame myself because I decide to choose it; I don't like myself because of the same.
Wish that I could stop myself from falling from (literally) grace but it's hard to catch it so easy and I'm not feeling really able to.
That was true, when they said that you see how you are in darkest and worst situations, and I think I don't do things how they should be.
When this would stop? When would I say "I had enough" and move on? ... from EVERYTHING?
