I cannot even call this a confusion; but I can't make up my mind!
A thousands a posibilities, but I just gotta choose ONE; which could be right or wrong, funny or boring; basically I suck at decisions.
I wanna do everything, but I can't, little by little, step by step & I don't know even what to choose; I'm sort of lost.
People, responsabilities, & what I should do! OH MY. Get me out of this.
Anyway, as I always do, I'd let things flow, & time decide.
A determinated person would say "I choose this & that's it" but I'm not like that & it kinda dissapoints me because I know that's part of growing; life is FULL of decisions & I'm always afraid to choose the wrong ones; the ones that could take away from that thing I really want. But I guess it's not like that, because I suffer more not deciding that ignoring my situation.
Apart from this whole thing about future, I found out something.
You. Yeah you!
You're not so mature as I am, & we don't have similar minds. So decided to take the road apart from yours, if you want me, get in my same road. I won't spend my times wondering & waiting what you wanna do with your life, about me. You're great, but my life has been a twist since you got in there.
So, since now I re-start what you took away from me.