"She will be loved" song has been my girl hymn since ever; it came out and made it mine.
A girl heart is full with secrets, I second that; but let me say if you hold faults, wounds, you wont get far as you want to get someone who deserves you. Spread, express & scream what you feel to the one who you trust & understand you even when nothing makes sense, sure you'll feel better being hold & loved. Anyway it's up to you to choose this way, the one that makes you FREE, if you don't want it, there you are.
Far far away from that, I've got news! :) I'm so freaking joyful as anyone possible could ever dream! I'm not talking about that happiness that last a week & then I go low again; I'm talking about the real God's joy, that joy you feel when you help someone. THAT kind of joy.
Do you let me tell you something? Laying down your problemas totally to God & serve your life is the key for joy; SURRENDER ALL to Him & I can promise you won't be dissapointed.
People say that time heals the broken heart but I'll tell you, if you don't forgive you'll probably frustrate yourself through the years & everytime you're gonna date someone's gonna be to forget your former love, doesn't it? Anyway I declare God is healing every little wound in your soul & don't ever ever forget He loves you no matter what.
Anyway, the last Sunday, a bunch of teens & me went to a hospital because children's day, dressed up like cutey clowns to make their days a little better & hopeful. I won't never forget their faces lighten up when dolls, cars & thousands of toys were given to them. I can't believe how God use us there, He can't be more loving; one of my lovest & wonderful experiences of my entire life.
Oh my! So many things to thank!
I'm gonna tell you a secret... I think I got a new crush... YES! I can't believe how faith & hope reborn again! Anyway it's not a big deal, because I don't really know this person, but it's the first person I putted my eyes on again after my ex last loving friend experience(?)
Thanks God for being every day of my life next to me!